Random Thoughts.......

I am not sad......, neither i am happy......
I am not an Introvert......., neither i am an extrovert.......
/*There is no ambivert acc to me - its a wrong word in English Dict :P...... */
I am not Intelligent....., neither i am dumb.......
I am not an altruist......, neither i am an egoist......
I am not the most Beautiful......., neither i am the ugliest......

Then........, What am i? .......

This Question Haunts me many a times......., for all my efforts to arrive at an answer have been in vain...... :)
In gen ppl say...... "I am What I am" ........ But i have always wondered "Do ppl exactly know what they are?"........ enigma!!!

Now that we r talking about the Question "What am i ?"......, a funny thing strikes my mind......, In gen first interview question is like or slightest variant of the question "Tell me about ur selves"......., and ans is obviously a super cooked bull shit :P....... Interviewer (poor thing :D) isnt dumb either n is actually tired of listening to (or) devouring the same :P "bull shit" :P cooked by diff ppl, in diff words for years :P........, i have always wondered how tough is interviewing ppl than getting interviewed :P......... But by intuition n my gut (which is really strong) says that the Interviewer never cares abt an ans to this question becoz he never understands the answer/ answers :P.......

Today's Fortune (courtesy orkut) : "Sell your ideas - they are totally acceptable" ....... ha ha ha....., so i am selling my Random Thoughts....., for they r also ma ideas :P.......

P.S: I warn u the hazards of trying to understand the above parts of this post for its random, incomplete and incompetent in all its ramifications......, inspite of the sermon if u feel u can understand it (or) ur trying to understand it then ur either god (or) ur on a wild-goose-chase respectively :P.......

Fact:

I get Random Thoughts only when i am lonely, bored, idle or sad.......,
I get Random Thoughts only when i Introspect (or) Retrospect a lot.......,

Thinking Brain -> Centre of Excellence -> Constructive Ideas ........
Idle Brain -> Devils work shop -> Destructive Ideas.....

When i am lonely, bored, idle, sad (or) when i am specting in intro or retro ......... i start posting on my blog :)......, Writing makes me think -> Writing gives me Great Ideas -> Writing makes me happy........, Thus i relish the Joy of feeling that " I am on the Right Side of the Business - Construction (of Blog)" :)......... and i rejoice the fact that "I am not Idle" :).......

P.S: This post is an indigestible chunk......., i do know that Fact :P........ Hint: Try reading between the lines - There iz a lot in it :).........